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Monday, February 19, 2007 12:42 am
xing jia ju yi!here is an annual affair that I havent been a part of since
mama passed away. I miss the booming voices in the livingroom when my relatives arrive and the whole lunar festive mood. it isnt the same when one doesnt witness the preparation that mounts the hype for the season 'cause everything simply seems over-rated from where I stand. there really isnt anything that can bring it all back now, no?
this is what I've been pining to express for so long. you cant understand what it's like to be me until you walk a mile with me. nor can friends be made in a split instant just because we stick around for long enough. perhaps life doesnt begin wherever we want it and we all just have to live with what is done. someone might find this depressing but I know that I'm not feeling anything like it. how can I not feel good in my comfort zone, right?
dont tryda penetrate these walls nor curse them when you cant; 'cause you cant lose what you havent got.
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vday with gfs was awwwesome and I can only wish that I had more time with them. hur!
I still cant believe that I was the last to know?! sheesh. anw, I absolutely love the paragraph joan copied for me:
"Love is a minefield. You take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess that's human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather get blown to pieces than be single..."well girl, I'm really happy for you from the bottom of my li'l heart! *hugs* can you feel...? LOL! k, gfs! shoosh ah!
