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Sunday, August 31, 2008 3:09 pm
eye puff.
went to the adoration room last ight and poured my heart out till there's nothing left inside. baren as a desert. I've never felt more like a burden to anyone until now.
then, God seized me. I SAW HIM. I did. and He held me so close, like never before. there was a lady in the room when I entered and started to cry. a voice in my head told me that she's praying for me and she'd give me a word. in the next minute, the lady handed me a book! and said, "I've a msg for you. when you're done, and if you feel that God has more to say, close the book and open it again."
here's the msg that was given to me:
My Child,
Let nothing disturb you. Let nothing frighten you. Everything passes. Only God does not change. Patience achieves everything. He who possesses God wants nothing else. Only God suffices.
- St. Teresa of Avila
My Child,
Only in the fullness of spiritual things can the heartsick and faint and weary be satisfied, healed and rested. Only to the simple and loving heart that walks with Me will I reveal my greatness. I have carefully hidden these things from the wise and prudent and revealed them unto babes.
Unless you become like little children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Seek in every way to become childlike to have the nature of a trusting child. Not only for its simple trust must you copy the child-spirit, but for its joy in life, its ready laughter, its lack of criticism, its desire to share and be friendly and locving towards all.
- A.J. Russel (God Calling)
okay. study time. I dont wanna be stupid anymore.
