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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 7:42 pm
love my new template?
so, baby called last night and I told him that I thought he's in Company
Achar, it was funny cos I forgot what 'A' stood for, and laughed. but, to his horror and utter disappointment, he's not even from Company A! ))): I feel really terrble about myself.
there he is, slogging for and missing the world out here and I couldnt even remember a simple thing like his Company's name? I ought to shoot myself. what's the point in worrying for his safety, physical, emotional and spiritual health when really, worrying doesnt turn anything for the better.
I've been wondering since the time I prepared the farewell card, why cant I do as much for him as he had done for me? I dont think it's because I'm any less willing to do so. I just feel powerless compared to him.
I miss you...
and I'm afraid.
