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Tuesday, February 03, 2009 5:11 pm
oh God...
stop these negative thoughts RIGHT NOW!
I miss Andrew heaps. have got sooo damn much to tell him cos everywhere I go, ,I say, "I tell Andrew ah..." but it's true. I wanna tell him everything that happened over the past 6 days.
for those who are still clueless of his whereabouts, my dearest bf has gone into the jungles to save Jane (cos he's tarzan). though, I wish I am Jane then he'd be chasing me round in the jungle for 6days! :D fun!
but no.
life doesnt always turn out the way we want it to be. on a serious note, I hope he's safe. I've realized that I dont really know much abt his army life and I feel inadequate to be a pillar of support. besides, I dont believe that my voice would be so "full of money".
on a seperate note, my mum just came into the room to nag abt my bags lying around the house; what she failed to notice was, I've alrdy kept 2 while she was at her morning walk! AAARRRGGGHHH... why, do I hate being misunderstood.
disgressing again, I've decided to re-join the band. although, it's not quite the same anymore. in a better sense, of course. I hope I'll be gving more help than problems in this new ministry cos the last thing I wanna do is to ruin it like I did the last time.
baby's field camp operation search-for-jane ends tmr. I hope he calls. I miss his voice that is "full of money" but it's ok if he doesnt cos I'd und that he'd be tired. also, I miss him more than his voice so I'd rather see him on friday... if he's still not too tired.
urgh. NS does wonders to love-birds.
